Should I Kill Myself??

**ghost ryder** · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:06 PM

im VERY depressed at the moment, dunno what brought it on, maybe ill have cheered up in the mornin, but who knows

id appreciate ur input

**Skitchen8** · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:10 PM

no, you should kill me first... i almost did it today, but its my bros b-day... but theres a good chance ill do it tommorrow, after all today was the first time that i tried to kill myself and i wasn't even scared.

**barrk** · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:10 PM

I shouldn't even answer this thread because you know the answer already. You will feel better in the morning and in the meantime you will just depress yourself more with this poll. Stop it now before people start taking the piss which will just depress you further. I would just delete it!

*smooch*

**ghost ryder** · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:13 PM

skitchen- whats wrong man??

katie- thanks, that helped a bit

but i think im gonna leave it and see what people say, its not like people pay that much attention to me is it!!

**Dillinger4** · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:15 PM

Suicide is a perment solution to a temporary problem. So my vote is no, even though i have considered doing it before.

**ghost ryder** · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:21 PM

well i figured out what is one of the factors in depressing me (other than the invisibilty, which seems to appear every time im depressed, which both blows and sucks at the same time)

its that .......person ariel sharon killing innocent palestinians with terrorist actions, and the west is standing by and watching, and when i vent my feelings for this creature in my location, marty sends me a warning that people have complained, so i have to change it

and three racists will be let off after they murdered and asian student the other year, and coz the scottish justice system is ****ed, they beat the charges

plus at the moment my life just plain sucks, its sucks more than lewinsky, and that is a lot of suckin

denniswrenn · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:27 PM

If you asked me if you should kill yourself, I would say....

NO!

**Richard Simmons** · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:29 PM

Do it for us. Do it for VB-World.

j/k of course

**JungleMan** · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:32 PM

Originally posted by Skitchen8
no, you should kill me first... i almost did it today, but its my bros b-day... but theres a good chance ill do it tommorrow, after all today was the first time that i tried to kill myself and i wasn't even scared.

Please dont' say stuff like that. I hope you're kidding.

lord_dude · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:33 PM

If you and the other person that said this is just joking then it ain't at all funny.

Otherwise, think how f***ing selfish it is for a start, to the people left behind. You'll be screwing their lives up. Your depression will pass.

denniswrenn · Oct 24th, 2001, 05:51 PM

Please, both of you, do not kill yourself. Over the summer, something happened that made me feel awful, I couldn't eat for a week and I really didn't feel like waking up in the morning. I didn't really want to kill myself, I just didn't want to bother with living... However, right now, things are going pretty good. I'm making a bunch of new friends this year(I started dressing differently. People tend to stay away from you when you wear all black like I did last year.), I'm losing weight and getting in shape, and finally I'm going to London and Paris this summer.

I went from feeling like absolute crap, to feeling a little better, then crap again, then better, then even better...

I would explain everything, but I don't feel like typing it all up again....

**zmerlinz** · Oct 24th, 2001, 06:02 PM

No man don't do it, we will miss you like hell!!, and Rach says that she loves you too much

, and we wont get the chance to meet up and laugh at each others stupid accents

, and best of all we will miss you amazing ability to recite lyrics, fair enough we are not sure what they mean half the time, but hey they are cool anyways.

And if it is any consilation me and Rach are down at the minute, i think that it is because we are all missing each other, and also missing the oportunity to take the piss out of Lance

so please don't do we would miss you, and also i think that Maryland cookies would probably make some kind of loss because of the lack of trade from you.

well you can always do what we have been doing today, we have been tie dying anything that seems to stay still for too long, and yes this means underwear and sock.

if some of this depression is due to Martin Liss just ignore his threats, even if he tries to ban you, you can come back through the uni proxy

, and also Martin is a bit of a **** at times and he takes things way to far, for example deleting threads that everyone else finds harmless, i personally don't think that he has any basis to warn you about your language because he has never met you and he doesn't know what you are like.

So please cheer up i want to see you at christmas

note to Martin Liss if you delete this thread i will consider this an insult to me and my friendship with the people that i know, and i will take appropropriate action towards you.

**ghost ryder** · Oct 24th, 2001, 06:12 PM

thanks man, im feelin a little bit better now, i read ur post and laughed man, i miss takin the piss out of ol lancey, he still has my dreamcast game!!

then for some reason i loaded winamp and played a random song, it played down rodeo (evil empire), and for some bizzare reason a song about oppression cheered me up

i think it was the kick ass riff

tell rach thanks, im feelin better now, not suicidal anymore anyways

although i dont think ill be tyedying anything!! lol

**zmerlinz** · Oct 24th, 2001, 06:17 PM

glad to hear that you are a little more cheered up.

and Tie Dying is sooo much fun, you wouldn't believe

i think that you should listen to System of A down - chop suey, wicked song, or Rage - killing in the name, that should help cheer you up

**ghost ryder** · Oct 24th, 2001, 06:25 PM

come on dean, u know me

what song do u think i went to after "down rodeo"

"baby one more time" of course!!

i did listen 2 killing in the name, the end just made me smile!! then i listened 2 kashmir (symphonic) which finished the job, i suggest u download that, it is SUCH a chill out tune, not the original (thats more rock) but the symphonic version

and as for chopsuey, i heard it a while ago, and what can i say, class song

**Pix** · Oct 24th, 2001, 06:35 PM

Cheer up Ghost

Don't let silly things get to you - it isn't worth it

Hope everything gets better for you soon

**scsa20** · Oct 24th, 2001, 06:38 PM

ok, I'm just going to come out and say it. I'M DEPRESS EVERY F***EN DAY OF MY LIFE!! AND I FEEL LIKE KILLING MY SELF!!! but, then again, why should I kill myself if there are some people out there that loves me?? maybe your (or I'm) not thinking stright?? or am I just too stupid and want to take the easy way out without noticeing all the love from other people like your parenets?? I think that ever day. Now's here's a little poem I had made, still haven't got around to finish it, but it's a start:

Why dose it has to be me?
The lives I live have no meaning.
Because no one love me.
And no one cares about me.
Everyone is my enemy and I have no foes.
So this is the life inside me that I hide behind an unreadable face of no feelings.
But I’m sad, all the time, from the inside.
And here I think of an out come of how my life could be better.
A life of peace and a life of love, but there’s no life at all.

there, hope you like it.

**ghost ryder** · Oct 24th, 2001, 06:45 PM

pix, thanks, im feelin a bit better now

simon, good point man, and nice poem

**scsa20** · Oct 24th, 2001, 06:47 PM

no prob. man, once I get the full poem finish, I'll repost it up.

**ghost ryder** · Oct 24th, 2001, 06:50 PM

safe

**scsa20** · Oct 24th, 2001, 07:06 PM

btw...here are some songs I recomeand you to hear:

Hog – Get A Job
Linkin’ Park – One Step Closer
Linkin’ Park – Crawling
Linkin’ Park – Runaway
Linkin’ Park – In The End
Ghetto Boys – Damn it feels good to be a gangster
Bone Thugs N Harmony - Crossroad
Natalie Imbruglia - Smoke

here are some poems I've made:

How come life got to be a *****?
Even in the after life.
When tears of sadness comes
To wash your eyes out.
You think of your life
And think of the out come.
Only if you could, think, or speak up
You could of gotten the courage too.
But no
You just sit here and think of the out come.
Only if, and only if, you could of speak up and talk to the person you liked.

No one ever talks to me
And I don’t know why.
And if someone does talk to me
They just put me down.
I’m always sad from the inside
But I’m hiding it on the outside.
I just wished I were never born
That way this **** well never happen to me.
But since I was born, I just have to line with it
And with the pain inside.

How come my life got to suck--?
Even if it isn’t
How come people want to start a fight with me--?
Even if I don’t want to
I guess this is my life,
A life that is boring and stupid
You call me stupid if I answer a question wrong
Or answer it with a stupid answer
But does that mean I really stupid
Or really smart
I guess you nor, I well never know
It’s up to faith and faith itself to answer all my
And your questions

**nabeels786** · Oct 24th, 2001, 08:17 PM

Originally posted by denniswrenn
People tend to stay away from you when you wear all black like I did last year.)...

whats wrong with wearing all black? i wear (almost) all black

people here ph34r you..i live in prep land

it gets b33t3r ghost, just do whatever you gotta do to deal with it, but dont kill urself. ive been there, it aint worth it

denniswrenn · Oct 24th, 2001, 08:20 PM

Originally posted by nabeels786

whats wrong with wearing all black? i wear (almost) all black

people here ph34r you..i live in prep land

I don't want people to ph34r me.....

**nabeels786** · Oct 24th, 2001, 08:32 PM

well you would if they were *******s and found going to the bathroom funny...

denniswrenn · Oct 24th, 2001, 08:33 PM

I want those people to ph34r me, but not many people in my school are like that (the ones that are like that are l0s3rz)

**nabeels786** · Oct 24th, 2001, 08:45 PM

heh..90% of my school = l0s3rz

**Beacon** · Oct 24th, 2001, 09:01 PM

Stuffed if i'm going to read all this crap but you selfish stupid motherbitch!
Every so often i help my mate out who works at a place called getabout. Getabout is company the deals with caring for disabled kids!
Most of whom have some diesease of which i've forggotten the name of. These kids are fine and dandy running around like normal kids until about 3 years old then they fall behind in learning and get diagnosed with this illness they then still can walk for about 100m without needing a rest till about the age of 6-8 years old. Then they are confined to a wheel chair forever. They then start to lose the ability to move there legs at 10 years old, arms at 12-20 talk slower some depending on the impact it's had cant talk by 20-25 and struggle to keep there heads up right and end up dieing by the age of 25-35! By the time there around 30 if they get that old need injections daily so there heart keeps pumping and they usually die of a heart attack. They are told they are gonna die at the age of 5 and live with that fact until they die at the ripe old age of 30!

Now when i'm feeling sorry for myself i just look at these guys who are the happiest ppl i've ever met and are laughing there tits of just because they woke up this morning and think at least i can walk, talk breathe and will hopefully live a longer life than them!

Then theres the ppl who care for them they gotta live with the fact that there gonna die very very shortly! In fact one guy just got married at 29 how do you think the wife feels knowing he probably only has 2 years left and even then they are gonna be the worst days of his life!

I'm sorry ghost ryder but you dont get no pity from me unless your trapped by some decaying illness that you havent let on!
I feel sorry for you that your so depressed about whatever it is but if you need cheering up i'm sure by all means you can come up here and talk to these guys and see what there reaction is to you wanting to kill yourself! Then live with them as well for a while!
Or strap yourself in a wheelchair for 12 months dont move your hand, arms, feet, legs then see if ya want to kill yourself!

After meeting them see how much you want to kill yourself!

**nabeels786** · Oct 24th, 2001, 09:07 PM

wow

*sniff*

its true

**Skitchen8** · Oct 25th, 2001, 02:57 PM

Originally posted by ghost ryder
skitchen- whats wrong man??

katie- thanks, that helped a bit

but i think im gonna leave it and see what people say, its not like people pay that much attention to me is it!!

just about everything... the gurl that i love ditched me for some other guy, game me a stupid excuse for not liking me, but its all better now (or at least till the pot wears off)

**ghost ryder** · Oct 25th, 2001, 03:14 PM

good, cheer up man

**JungleMan** · Oct 25th, 2001, 04:41 PM

Originally posted by Skitchen8
just about everything... the gurl that i love ditched me for some other guy, game me a stupid excuse for not liking me, but its all better now (or at least till the pot wears off)

that's f$cked up man, smokin pot and killing yourself over a GIRL

that's lame man, just lame

**Skitchen8** · Oct 25th, 2001, 04:47 PM

Originally posted by jpbtennisman

that's f$cked up man, smokin pot and killing yourself over a GIRL

that's lame man, just lame

no, smoking pot is fun, and shes worth it to me.......

**Beacon** · Oct 25th, 2001, 07:20 PM

Over a girl????
Jimbo what about your kids????

I wish you's all had the moeny to come down here and spend 1 day of your lives with the ppl i know!
You'll soon realise that your bieng selfish and totally selfcentred.
Maybe thats half your problem realising that the world doesnt revolve around you and that there are many many more people out there with much greater problems than you.

I mean facing death and dieng or a girl that may not like you??

Pretty obvious i think!

**plenderj** · Oct 26th, 2001, 02:26 AM

**** the political correctness.

Ya bunch of ****ing tree-hugging self-abusing paranoid neurotic ass-raping scum-sucking freaks. What the **** is the point in killing yourself ?
Over some little slapper ? For **** sake man get a ****ing grip.
Killing yourself is the most selfish thing you can do to your family and friends and its just ****ing stupid.
In the greater scheme of things, who gives a **** who dumped who and who slept with who ? We're all just here to have a good time, not to ****ing debate suicide with a bunch of programmers at 4am in the morning.

Ya bunch of ****ing losers.
(well not all of you

)

**beachbum** · Oct 26th, 2001, 02:29 AM

I didn't quite follow you there Jamie... Are u for or against suicide??

**plenderj** · Oct 26th, 2001, 02:36 AM

Yeah stuart, im all for it you tit-mongrel

**Paul Warren** · Oct 26th, 2001, 03:01 AM

Jamie, love your style. I agree with you but a little bit of sympathy wouldn't go amiss. The poor guys are feeling sad and lonely and unwanted. aah.

Dennis - don't come to England. We don't want you.

**InvisibleDuncan** · Oct 26th, 2001, 03:15 AM

GR: You've always given the impression of being someone who wants to change the world. Well, you're not going to manage that if you're dead...

Jim: Have you any idea what that would do to your kids? Children can be permanently scarred by divorce; what the hell do you think killing yourself would do to them?

And the rest of you who claim to have considered it: get a ****ing grip. I'm fairly sure that GR is only saying this for the attention - he's not the most mature of people - but it's faintly possible that he means it. A whole swathe of "Dude... a girl dumped me... I'm so alone.... I wanna kill myself too..." **** really isn't going to help. Just grow the **** up.

Suicide is the last resort of the complete ******.

**plenderj** · Oct 26th, 2001, 03:17 AM

Nice quote

**beachbum** · Oct 26th, 2001, 03:20 AM

I think it's from Shakespeare... hmmm maybe the merchant of venice...

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